
SUMMER SABBATICAL REFLECTIONS #1
SABBATICAL REFLECTIONS – #2


Sabbatical Reflection #5 – POISON IVY
Sabbatical Reflection #6 – CONTENTMENT

I’m not a content person by nature. My wife describes me as a person who lives 5 years in the future. I’ve come to realize after 20+ years of marriage, this is a super nice way of encouraging me to live a little more in the present. While being able to live in the future can be a gift, if I’m honest with myself…. most of the time it’s just sinful. This constant seeking what could be, often leads to unrest and anxiety.
Over sabbatical all my ambitions both professionally and personally have been put on hold. Professionally they have been paused because I am not actively Senior Pastoring. Personally, they have come to a halt because the price of everything is out of control. My great plans to build a cabin this summer were sunk by the price of gas. All my plans for sabbatical are off kilter. Traveling anywhere is probably not doable. I realized this last week that this is frustrating me. This is not going as I had planned. And herein is the problem. Once again the illusion of control has been shattered.
This is a familiar theme for the Apostle Paul in Scripture. In Philippians 4:12-13 he writes,
“I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. I can do all this through him who give me strength.”
What he doesn’t say in this passage is how he learned these things. My educated guess is that he learned them through his experiences living as an Apostle of Jesus Christ. He describes this life in 2 Corinthians 11:24-28…
Five times I received at the hands of the Jews the forty lashes less one. Three times I was beaten with rods. Once I was stoned. Three times I was shipwrecked; a night and a day I was adrift at sea; on frequent journeys, in danger from rivers, danger from robbers, danger from my own people, danger from Gentiles, danger in the city, danger in the wilderness, danger at sea, danger from false brothers; in toil and hardship, through many a sleepless night, in hunger and thirst, often without food, in cold and exposure. And, apart from other things, there is the daily pressure on me of my anxiety for all the churches.
This is quite a list of moments where Paul’s life was out of his control. These experiences while living in a broken, cursed world brought Paul to a few realizations about truth and life in Jesus. He shares one such realization with a brother leading churches through sinful struggles. He writes in 1 Timothy 6:6-8,
But godliness with contentment is great gain, for we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of the world. But if we have food and clothing, with these we will be content.
We confess weekly in worship that our hearts are constantly at war with the Will and Word of God. The question is do we make a connection to this constant struggle and our discontentment. I think Paul hits it on the head when he says, “we brought nothing into the world, and we cannot take anything out of world.” It’s just another way of confessing, “You are God and we are not.” This confession is the beginning of repentance and the daily blessing of reconciliation.
The world defines contentment as a state of happiness and satisfaction. The Christian defines contentment as those moments where we give up control long enough to trust fully in Jesus. These moments where we set ourselves aside in repentance and abide in Jesus bring incredible peace and contentment. I would assert only Christians even know what I am talking about.
I don’t anticipate a day where any of us will ever overcome this struggle, but I do anticipate a day when this struggle will be finally overcome. Which is why I invite you to pray with me, “Come Lord Jesus.” In the meantime, why don’t we work at reminding one another to turn to the only one who brings peace and contentment… Jesus Christ.
In His Grip,
Pastor Guy Roberts
Sabbatical Reflection #7 – DIFFERENT, BUT BETTER!
Sabbatical is quickly coming to an end. As I start to re-engage, many of you have been asking me, “How has it been?” Quite honestly, this has been difficult to answer. I still haven’t wrapped my mind around the experience. While it has been an incredible blessing, it has been nothing like I imagined it to be.
Eight years ago, when I accepted the call to serve as pastor of Zion, I imagined a fall sabbatical. In my mind it looked like a truck commercial, with me sitting in a tree stand, or hiking through elk country or following my dogs through golden fields of CRP. But as often is the case, God had something different in mind.
Summer, not fall, ended up being the best time for a sabbatical for both the church and our family. This fall is the best time to take long awaited steps into family ministry at Zion. The Lord also showed us that our kids were the perfect age for a father/son(s) summer. As it turned out, availability also opened in the Briard’s construction schedule and we were able to move a fall remodel up to the summer. All of this meant we would be spending the summer at home, outside, with a garage kitchen.
I would’ve have never imagined spending so much of my sabbatical sitting in a chair in my driveway. And yet, this is how it’s been. The Lord provided this beautiful spot and said, “Sit down.” From this spot I’ve spent time thinking, reflecting, reading, praying, visiting with people, catching up with old friends and often doing nothing but being quiet and taking in the scenery. From this 10’ by 12’ spot, I have cooked meals, both gourmet and left over. Em and I’ve made big decisions for the future of our family, and I’ve made decisions about how to do ministry in the future. We’ve laughed, cried, been grumpy and generally lived a lot of our life, right in this one corner of our garage.
While this sabbatical has been nothing like I would’ve imagined, it has been exactly what I needed. The Lord provided rest, quiet, reflection and time with my family. Once again, I’m reminded that the Lord knows exactly what we need in life. For as we have learned from His word… we make our plans, but the Lord orders our steps. – (Personalization of Proverbs 16:9).
And as we read from Jesus in Matthew 6:8 – The Lord Knows what we need before we ask.
What has the Lord taught me? We never quite know what the He has for us, but we know it’s what’s best for us.
In His Grip,
Sabbatical Reflection #8 – Retirement Minded
This is my last week of sabbatical, and all kinds of thoughts and feelings are running through my mind. Such as, where are my pastor clothes? Or I wonder if they moved my office? Or how long will my first sermon back be? It could be a burner.
One question I’ve kind of answered has to do with retirement. I’ve always assumed I will be awesome at retirement, but after this experience I have a little different view of the whole deal.
You see, the first month of sabbatical was just wonderful. It was like an extended vacation. We did house projects neglected for years. I read, exercised, visited other churches, had campfires and I even slept in…once. But when July rolled around, I started to get a little restless. I started to miss the routine of getting up and wading knee deep into the lives of those I have been called to serve. I was missing purpose. I had to fight the temptation to stick my nose back in at church.
This last month has been less of a struggle, but in a good way. I’ve learned what I think is called abiding. I say I think, because this is one of those words that has a different definition, depending on where you look.
Merriam Webster defines it as, “To remain stable of in a fixed state.”
Dictionary.com defines it as, “continue without change, enduring, steadfast.”
Oxford Languages defines it as, “continue without fading or being lost.”
And this is just the intransitive use of the verb.
Abiding can also be used to describe, “Accept or act in accordance with.”
For me I think about it how Jesus used it in John Ch. 15:4, “Abide in me, and I in you. As the branch cannot bear fruit by itself, unless it abides in the vine, neither can you, unless you abide in me.” Or in other words. “Only in Jesus.”
Whether it is working full-time as a pastor, being on sabbatical or some far off future retirement, I think I better understand these words of Jesus. When I retire, I will not be able to just head home and turn the focus of my life inward. This just isn’t the way of our Lord. I might not serve a congregation, but my life will be lived for others. Abiding in Jesus turns our eyes beyond ourselves to others. Abiding on Sabbatical is the same as abiding in retirement and will be the same as I wade back into the life of His people at Zion.
All of life is only lived in Jesus. While retirement is a transition, it’s not really a transition from our purpose here in this world. It’s just a chance to refocus and maybe say no to things you used to have to do.
Whatever stage of life you are living right now, I would encourage you to turn your eyes away from yourself and turn them outward. Reject the hedonism of this world and use the gifts and talents the Lord has given you to serve those in your sphere of influence. Whether this be family, neighbors, church or community organizations.
The truth is we have been given everything we could ever need. Jesus’ death and resurrection brings us to a place where all we need do is abide. All the energy and time we used to spend trying to control things or saving ourselves, can now be used for the glory of God and the service of our neighbor.
What I have learned is being retirement minded is pretty much the same thing as living ministry minded, because all of it is lived only in Jesus.
– Pastor Guy